Now it feels more okay to dream about him because it’s like normal dreams, we see each other but do our own things, talk a little because something was making us talk. That’s more okay than intimate dreams or sad dreams. It just feels so wired though, when people end things and say that we can still be friends, what does friends mean? To me it’s still be in contact or that you hang out sometime. If you never talk or meet each other it doesn’t feel like any type of friendship.
I should just stop thinking about it and just move on, why does it seem so hard? Stupid..
Reblogging your friends art like
Forgive yourself. You are not your past, you are not what happened to you. It’s okay. You can live.
this hedgehog is cheering for u bc u can do anything
Yeey something in my head is fucked up! :D been looking at all my photos on my phone tonight, got a bit nostalgic, some good shit has happen in the past year. Things happen so fast though, I’m not sure I’ve actually lived every moment that has happen. A bit sad about that. I don’t know where I have myself right now, I don’t know what I really want to do. I just do what most people do, sleep, work, try to hang out with friends, eat.. There is more in life than that! Ffff.. And for some reason (just to be random) I’ve smoked way to much tonight… That’s the fucked up part. I just want to be happy again, happy for real. Sure, I laugh and have fun but the genuine happiness seems gone. But I guess it will come to me again! Gonna meet my psychiatrist next week, hopefully everything will be okay after that! I really need to sleep, 5 and a half hours of sleep until work…
Wanna get laid but at the same time it feels unnecessary and stupid.. Oh well!